i love art so much, i love drawing! i dont think i can call myself an illustrator yet- the term has a high regard in my mind! but i love to create. i always want to create more than i consume, but it gets so hard when theres so much AMAZING art out there! i feel the need to consume all art that exists.
i have a ton of favorite art creations, and i try and make it my goal to consume all animated media i can, i just love animations so much. i WILL become a better illustrator. i WILL become a better animator. it just has to happen! its what i love, its what i need in my heart and soul. if i woke up one day as a quadriplegic, i would learn to draw with my mouth and tongue, it wouldnt even be a question.
i hope VR advances in my lifetime to where i can use a virtual headset and a tablet the size of a whiteboard to draw and zoom in as close as i can touch. i draw on everything i can, and it will hold onto me for the rest of my life! in my dying breath i would draw in my own blood.
ive always said, art is as human as shitting, eating, breathing and dying. caveman drawings and all. i could never imagine not being an artist, i could never live a life without art. even if i live to 70 and everyone in the world makes chatgbt draw for them, i would close my eyes and draw on a SAI layout in my dementia labored brain.
i turn 22 today, and the thing im most sure of in my years of existing is that i was biologically hashed out to make art and draw. i need to draw, and i need to make those drawings move! its all i ever wanted, and all i will ever do. im making a music video for pico day, im really trying my best to make a love letter to newgrounds and how happy it makes me.
i love art! newgrounds makes me a better artist, and its so cool and rare!